They Say When Trouble Comes Close Ranks,

...morbidly, Attracted Him To Strangeness, To Recklessnesss, Even Unhappiness.

Even The One Moment That You Thought Was Your Eternity Fades Out And Is Forgotten And Dies.

I Hadn't Bargained For This. I Didn't Think It Would Be Like This - Shabby Clothes, Worn-out Shoes, Circles Under Your Eyes, Your Hair Getting Straight And Lanky, The Way People Look At You. ... I Didn't Think It Would Be Like This

And What Does Anyone Know About Traitors, Or Why Judas Did What He Did?

A Room Is, After All, A Place Where You Hide From The Wolves. That's All Any Room Is.