My Life Is Very Crazy And Busy,

I'd Seen Sage Bleed. I'd Made Sage Bleed. Not That It Hurt Him Any; He Healed So Quickly...in Smaller Doses It Has Incredible Healing Powers. Ben's Voice Rang Out In My Head. I Remembered He Said That Earlier, About...the Elixir Of Life.the Crackpot, Completely Bogus, Absolutely Insane Elixir Of Life.did It Actually Exist? Had Sage Had Some? Enough To Keep Him Alive, Young, And Speed-healing For The Last Five Hundred Years?and If So, Had He Used That Time To Find One Woman, Again And Again In Different Incarnations, To Love Her...or Destroy Her?

If You're Not Popular, Then Everyone Is Not Wanting Anything To Do With You, Or Not Answering The Phone.

Obviously I Want My Music On The Radio And I Want My Record To Do Well, But I Also Have A Totally Different Career, So A Lot Of People Who Are In Music Are Just In Music And Can Dedicate All Their Time To That And I Can't Do That, So I Really Want To Have Both Things And I'm Just Trying To Figure Out How.

I Think I'm Happy With Who I Am. I Don't Know If I Learned That From Other Girls Or Just People In General.

This Was Real. And It Was Me. I Had Lived That Life, And I Had Died That Death. I Was Staring At The Very End Of Me.