My Boredom With Everything Has Numbed Me.

Today I Suddenly Experienced An Absurd But Quite Valid Sensation. I Realized, In An Intimate Lightning Flash, That I Am No One. No One, Absolutely No One.

Solitude Desolates Me; Company Oppresses Me.

Everything Around Me Is Evaporating. My Whole Life, My Memories, My Imagination And Its Contents, My Personality - It's All Evaporating. I Continuously Feel That I Was Someone Else, That I Felt Something Else, That I Thought Something Else. What I'm Attending Here Is A Show With Another Set. And The Show I'm Attending Is Myself.

To Know Nothing About Yourself Is To Live. To Know Yourself Badly Is To Think.

I've Reached The Point Where Tedium Is A Person, The Incarnate Fiction Of My Own Company.