It's Been A Misery For Me, Living

However I Dress It Up, I Was A Spy And I Am Not Proud Of It.

I Never Found Anyone Who Was Good Enough, Who I Could Trust Enough.

Bill Astor Knew These Papers Were Missing. Stephen Showed His Hand In October.

I Have Survived And Possibly I Should Not Hope For More Than That.

We Knew We Were Talking About Spies. I Knew He Knew I Knew. I Was Digging My Own Grave.