I Want To Be The New Marilyn

A Ghost Would Crawl Up My Leg And Have Sex With Me At An Apartment A Long Time Ago In Texas. I Used To Think It Was My Boyfriend, And One Day I Woke Up And It Wasn't. I Was Freaked Out About It, But Then I Was, Like, 'well, You Know What? He's Never Hurt Me And He Just Gave Me Some Amazing Sex, So I Have No Problem.

I Was 23, And He Was 86. I Saw A Very Sick Man. I Just Wanted To Just Talk With Him. There Was No Physical Attraction At All. He Was Very Much Attracted To Me.

Men Don't Even Ask Me Out. I Can't Remember The Last Time I Was Asked Out On A Date, And I'm Talking Years Here. I Spend My Life More And More Alone.

I Am Just So Happy And Thrilled And I Am So Glad Mr. Hefner Chose Me.

I Finally Feel Like I'm Becoming Somebody. I Really Think Like I Can Do Something. I Just Know I'm Going To Be An Actress. I Want It So Bad.