Desecration Is The Smile On My Face.

It's Weird, I Was Such A Survivor And So Wanted To Be A Part Of Life While I Was Trying To Snuff Out The Life That Was Inside Of Me. I Had This Duality Of Trying To Kill Myself With Drugs, Then Eating Really Good Food And Exercising And Going Swimming And Trying To Be A Part Of Life. I Was Always Going Back And Forth On Some Level.

As A Father Now, I Wouldn't Do What My Dad Did, Because It Left Me Feeling Emotionally Unstable As A Kid. But He Didn't Do The Things He Did Out Of Selfishness Or Malice.

I Think I'm Still Figuring Out How To Be A Little Less Selfish.

Writing Music Always Happened For Me In Periods When I Wasn't Under The Influence Of Mind-altering Substance.

Why Should We Think Nudity Is Such A Revolting Thing In A Land Where There Is So Much Violence And Corruption And Racism And Hatred? Nudity Seems Like A Welcome Relief From All The Bullshit In Life.